Indigestion
Well, I had my second epidural injection on my lower back yesterday. I felt a little pain this time. Apparently, they didn't give me quite enough sedation. They gave me some more when they realized that I was not totally out. I was stoned for about 4 hours.
I bet you are wondering if joy came in the morning on Monday. Well it depends on what you call joy. Finding joy is a choice that we make. Regardless of circumstance, it is up to us to find joy. That is what God's Word tells us. I can't say that I found joy on Monday morning. I DEFINITELY did NOT find any yesterday. I have to say that was my choice... not the right choice, mind you, but my choice nonetheless.
I did our taxes last night and was so sure we would get a hefty refund. What I found sure was hefty, but definitely not a refund. It is one of those times that I though, "Man, we just can't catch a break!" We had plans this year... maybe next year now.
God, please just... just... be God. Reveal Yourself to us. Please give us a light at the end of the tunnel.
We practiced "Broken" tonight in Worship Team rehearsal. This song is my prayer tonight:
Lord, you know me, You know my thoughts,
You know my motives, You know my heart;
Lord, I know the best of me is but filthy rags compared to Thee;
That's why I want to be...
I wanna be broken, I wanna be spilled out;
I wanna be broken and poured out at Your feet;
I wanna be a sacrifice to give my life as a humble offering;
May my worship be a fragrance unto Thee;
I wanna be broken.
We had Hamburger Helper for dinner. It has given me indigestion something wicked. I have indigestion of the soul too. Anybody have any Zantac?
Wayne
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