Confusing Times
Well my gout is finally starting to subside. I think our upstairs neihbors may be moving out soon. There are a lot of good things going on, but shadows of confusion surround me.
Paula and I both want to be found in the will of God. We live by the truth that with God's will comes his peace. I find that I am hard to get going. It may be age, it may be emotional. I don't feel sad or at loss with life. I just feel content. Is that the peace we are promised?
There are so many things I want out of life. One of the main things is fulfilling God's call on my life. Again, there is fear in that. Not the fear of trusting God, but the fear of what surrounds my... our calling. I know that is the essence of faithLESSness.
Some things I have recently learned have torn my heart. These things are deliberate attempts to hold me and Paula down. I want to share those things with the world for the sake of justice. I am reminded that justice belongs to God. The irony regarding these unspoken things is that I predicted it a few years ago, but thought I was wrong. I guess I wasn't.
I am excited. Chad, Jessica, and the kids are coming to visit during the first week in April. I thing that there are only a few people that really understand me, understand what I am about. Chad and Jessica are two of those people. There are only a few others.
I am enjoying some chicken noodly soup for lunch. It is quite good. I apologize for not posting more. I will make an effort to do so. Also, I hope people keep up with my thoughts on American Idol on my right side bar.
Talk to you soon!
I survived.
Wayne
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